Saturday, 4 November 2017

CUM ADDICTED



The most important rule you subs need to learn, is this:

ALL CUM MUST BE CONSUMED.

No excuses. No hesitation. No refusal. ALL CUM will be eaten.

But just in case you're tempted to disobey this rule; here's a very special hypnosis file which will help you to remember.

Not only will you remember; but you will enjoy consuming your cum. In fact; each and every time you masturbate, you will do it not because you're horny. Not because you want to cum. You'll do it as a means to an end - the end being to spurt your load ready to eat it. You will WANT to eat it. You will look forward to eating it. It will become your favourite kind of "food". You will crave it at any time of day or night. And the more you masturbate; the more you eat it; the more you will want. It won't just be your cum either. It will be the cum of other men. Eating their cum will be just as exciting and satisfying as eating your own. You'll be curious to know if their cum tastes different from your own. You will want to find out and you will do everything you can to find out. Not only will eating cum be a pleasure - it will become an ADDICTION!

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS RECORDING WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.

Friday, 3 November 2017

DISABILITY - BRING IT ON!



I've not been blogging much lately and that's because life has been rather busy both Professional and personally speaking.

I'm currently preparing myself for several months of medical appointments due to an ongoing problem which has been troubling me for over 18 months.

Many years ago when I was in secondary school; I suffered a sporting injury in my sacrillioac. A difficult tackle in hockey lead to my lower spine and pelvis suffering a nasty strain. As a result; I was out of action for a good 3 months and ever since, I've had repeated niggles of pain.

But in the last 18 months; those niggles have been so much worse and it would seem that my over-zealous hockey tackle is coming back to bite me. Constant pain, stiffness for several hours in the mornings, disturbed sleep at night, reduced mobility. Yup; that sports injury has left me with some arthritis.

It's not too bad right? Wrong! As well as that news; I also have the news that I have a herniated disc in my lower spine, which is irritating a nerve. This doesn't surprise me because for the last 18 months; I have been unable to lie on my back for any prolonged period of time. It is also the reason behind the nights of disturbed sleep, before my doctor introduced me to amitriptyline - that shit is good. It knocks me out so I can't feel the pain and I can get a full 8 hours of sleep.

When I lay on my back; eventually my lower spine locks and turning over is almost a military operation. The pain I feel when trying to move my locked spine is rather like the pain of a bad tooth abscess and as a result; I've had to master the art of holding myself stiff in order to turn. Still painful; but not to the point where I'm physically sick from the pain, as I have been in the past.

But of course things couldn't be straight forward for me. In addition to the arthritis in the pelvis/lower spine and the herniated disc; I'm currently being tested for a condition known as Ankylosing Spondilitis. It is prevalent in my family and my elderly father has it quite extensively. So given my family history; the doctors are checking and double checking to see if I have it.

For those who aren't aware of what AS is; I shall give you a brief and simple explanation.
AS is an auto-immune disease and is a type of inflammatory arthritis. The disease causes the body to believe the immune system is being attacked by an infection. This in turn causes the immune system to create lots of anti-bodies to try and fight this "phantom infection". It's rather like when you get a cold or flu, and you get joint aches. That's your  immune system fighting the virus. However; unlike with a viral infection where the immune system goes back to normal once a viral infection has passed; with AS, the immune system continues to fight and as a result is actually attacking the body, because there was no infection in the first place.

This causes severe inflammation around the joints, and often starts in the lower back or even the neck. Prolonged and untreated inflammation the causes the joints to fuse, which reduces mobility. Eventually, this inflammation can also spread to other parts of the body including skin, eyes (iritis is a common condition associated with AS) and even the major organs. If left untreated; it can be fatal because it causes dangerous levels of inflammation in the heart, lungs and even in the vascular system - which can, in my father's case, lead to TIAs (mini strokes).

The good news is that while AS cannot be cured; it can be treated to prevent the inflammation getting to a dangerous level or prevent joints from fusing. One of the treatments used is a biological treatment called Anti-Tumour Necrosis Factor (Anti TNF.) This basically heavily weakens the immune system, which prevents it from going haywire and creating all those anti-bodies which cause the constant inflammation. The majority of patients on Anti TNF are able to lead a normal, happy life with very little to no pain. The downside to the treatment is that yes, patients are much more at risk of complications arising from common infections like a head cold or even the norovirus. A bad chest infection could land a person in hospital; so they have to ensure they are fully immunised to protect them from the more serious infections.

But; Anti TNF is not cheap and it really is a post code lottery when it comes to who is considered entitled to it. At anything from £800 per injection (bi weekly injections, life long) it's a wonder drug with a hefty price tag, and not all will qualify for it.

So why am I telling you this? Because there is a good chance I do indeed have AS. The pain is no longer confined to my lower spine, but also my neck, shoulders and knees. It is a wide misconception that a simple blood test can detect the presence of the AS gene; but that is not always the case. In fact; there are many people who don't have the gene yet still have AS. It's likely I'm one of them.

And this is why you don't see me on cam in the early mornings or late at night. At night; I take my night-time painkillers and I'm off to la la land for 8 hours. NOTHING is gonna wake me up with that stuff. In the mornings; it's 2 hours before I can move to even make myself my first coffee. Believe me; arthritic disease is NOT fun and is most inconvenient. And as with most arthritic conditions; the pain often worsens at night from about 6pm. So as much as I'd love to be chatting to you boys on cam at that time; you'll usually find me dosed up on painkillers and cuddling a heat bag.

I shall also point out that arthritic diseases leave you feel extremely fatigued; particularly during flare ups when the joints are suffering a lot of inflammation. Chronic pain it itself is exhausting. But when a disease also causes fatigue, then by 8pm you're practically in a coma....except the pain is keeping you awake.

It's also why I don't offer real-time sessions. And believe me, I'd love to. But being disabled means I have limitations. I can hardly ask a slave to hold my walking stick while I beat his ass with a paddle....not exactly sexy!

But do I let this whole situation get me down? Absolutely not! I may be 38 with the body of an 88 year old, but the mind is still indeed very young. Yes, I've had to accept that I have limitations and I certainly can't do a lot of the things I used to do. Gardening is a big thing I miss. Luckily I have a lovely gardener who does it all for me. But the fact is; it is what it is. I've always been quite a pragmatic person and so I just get on with it. If it does turn out to be AS then I'll deal with it as it comes. If it isn't; then I'll deal with it as it comes. And my surgical corset which I wear daily (even though you don't see it), won't be going anywhere any time soon. I may be disabled. But believe Me; I no less deviant! 

REVOLVING ORGASMIC TORTURE



Being a natural sadist; I like to use deeply psychological ways of torturing you. While physical torture is not without it's charm; mental torture is far more long lasting. The effects really are delicious.

I also like to use ironic torture. I called it "ironic" because I give the slave exactly what he wants...and then some.

So imagine if I was to give you what you want. How about an orgasm? Yes, that sounds lovely doesn't it? A wonderful, mind-blowing, toe curling orgasm. And then before you've had chance to come down; another one...and another one...and another one...in fact I can keep going for as long as I like; repeatedly bringing you to the edge and beyond, making you explode and then before you've had chance to catch your breath; bringing you to the edge again.

You might think this will be incredibly pleasurable. And yes, it will be...at first. But having repeated orgasms, one after the other soon loses it's novelty. It becomes exhausting and even painful. You'll probably beg for it to stop because you can't take any more. And I'll still bring you to the edge and make you explode. Orgasmic torture is fun, you see. And there lies the irony in it. You get what you want, over and over again, until you no longer want it....

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS RECORDING WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.

Thursday, 2 November 2017

PERMANENTLY PLUGGED



Are you an anal virgin? You soon won't be. I'm about to get into your mind and introduce a brand new sexual experience. All you need to do is listen and relax.

You know that your ass needs to be filled. It's what it exists for. Apart from going to the bathroom and for fucking; your ass has only one other function - to be plugged. If you're not plugged already; expect that situation to change. I will go deep into your subconscious and ensure you will WANT to be plugged 24/7. On the rare occasions when you are not plugged, you will miss the feeling of being stretched open and filled with something thick and hard. Not just plugs either. Cocks and fists can go up there. Either way; My aim is to ensure you always have something filling your tight ass!

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS RECORDING WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.

Wednesday, 1 November 2017

SEVEN DAY DENIAL EXPERIMENT


WARNING: By downloading this file; you are agreeing to take part in a very special but simple experiment.

This file is rather different from the rest of My hypnosis files. This one is designed to test the power of your subconscious mind.

I will be reprogramming your subconscious mind to control your conscious mind. In turn; that will pre-program your desire to have an orgasm - for the next week - yes, that's seven whole days.

You may think you will be able to resist the spell I'm about to put on you. You may even believe that you'll be able to achieve orgasm immediately after you have finished listening to this file. But your subconscious mind is clever. Like Mistress; it is devious and cunning. Even half way through the file; it will already be thinking of ways to control your conscious mind to ensure you last the whole week, without achieving orgasm.

But like I said; this is an experiment. Perhaps it will work on you. Perhaps it won't.

Your job is to contact Me after the week is over; and tell Me how long you lasted.

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS RECORDING WILL CAUSE YOU DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.

MENTAL CHASTITY CAGE



Curious about chastity? Have you ever felt the sensation of your cock being locked up securely in cage? Do you know what it's like to be so frustrated you'll go crazy, but not being allowed to do anything about it?

This is a sensation you're about to discover. I will put you into a deep hypnotic trance, ready for you to explore your first experience of being put into chastity.

In your minds eye; you will have a chastity cage in front of you. You will open it, you will look at it, you will feel the weight of it in your hands. You will then put it on. And after you have put it on; I will ensure that your frustrated arousal continues to grow and grow....

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS RECORDING WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.

Monday, 30 October 2017

COCK HUNGRY



What's the definition of being hungry?

NOUN: Weakness or an uncomfortable feeling in the stomach, caused by need for food, coupled with the desire to eat.

VERB: A strong desire or craving for something.

ARCHAIC: feel or suffer hunger.

So what's the definition of being Cock Hungry?

NOUN: A weakness or uncomfortable feeling for cock, coupled with the need to suck cock.

VERB: Have a strong desire or craving for cock.

ARCHAIC: feel or suffer for cock

Are you feeling this sensation yet? You soon will do!

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS RECORDING WILL MAKE YOU RELAX DEEPLY AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.

BRAINGASM



Do you know what the largest, most powerful sexual organ in the human body is? No, you silly boy! That thing between your legs has never been powerful and it's certainly not large!

I'm talking about the brain - the one between your ears, instead of the one in your pants.

The brain has the ability to control your entire body, your emotions, feelings, moods, personality and even sexual arousal. So imagine what it would be like if you were to achieve orgasm - not by touching yourself - but by your brain being stimulated to the point of you experiencing a powerful and intense orgasm. There will be no need to touch yourself. You don't have to do a thing. All you have to do is close your eyes, listen & sleep and let your subconscious do the work. Sexual pleasure will come to you simply by allowing yourself to let go and enjoy letting your subconscious and your brain take over. Just lie back and relax, ready to experience Braingasm....

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS RECORDING WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.