Saturday, 11 May 2013

Cam and Email Slaves Required.

I am currently seeking slaves to serve Me via webcam and via Email.

For Email servitude, you will be expected to complete a weekly assignment for Me, at a deadline set. You will also be expected to provide a full write up of the assignment along with relevant photographs.

Those who wish to serve via webcam will be permitted to have sessions with Me via webcam, with or without audio. You will be permitted to explore your desires and kinks during a webcam session, as long as they are within My hard limits of course.

If you wish to apply for any of these positions, you may contact Me via email to and tell Me why I should consider you.


Friday, 10 May 2013

Paypal Tributes to Be Donated.

In My vanilla life, I am on the committee for a relatively new non-profit organisation, aimed at improving children's health care around the world.  I am very proud to be a part of this organisation as children's issues is something I hold very close to My heart. At the moment they are holding a fundraising campaign, with the aim of helping a group of children in the United States.

As a result, any tributes I receive via paypal will automatically be donated to this cause to help them with their current campaign.

Unfortunately, I am not at liberty to disclose the name of the organisation, because I wish to protect My identity. But rest assured, if you send any tribute this way, the sick children they are trying to help will certainly benefit!

If you wish for any tribute to be passed on, you may send any amount to

Thursday, 9 May 2013

Another Beautiful Gift!

I would like to say a big thank you to Paul again, for sending Me the most stunning tibetan singing bowl. This will now take pride of place on My butsudan along with My gongyo book. I will very much be looking forward to using it during evening gongyo today, and will be chanting for Paul also. Nam Myoho Renge Kyo Paul!

You too can treat Me to something I would like and receive a special mention here. All you need to do is visit My wishlist and choose from the wide range of items I have wished for.

Wednesday, 8 May 2013

A Thoughtful Gift.

I would like to say a big thank you to Paul who was kind enough to purchase the book "Lotus Sutra Practice Guide" by Ryusho Jeffus.

I have been a Nichiren Buddhist for a little over 3 years, and having lost my "faith" in the philosophy (even though it is not a faith) due to a few bad times in My life, I have started to chant again. As a result, I needed this book to provide Me with a refresher on My daimoku practice, so I can retain fully return to Buddhism once more.

This is a very thoughtful gift and one that will prove to be very useful, in My daily practice, so Paul, I thank you! Nam Myoho Renge Kyo Paul!

The next thing I need are replacement mala beads as Mine broke and a singing bowl!

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

Little Dicky.

I had a good few calls on Direct Chat last night, the last one being hilarious!

And elderly gentleman called Me, to confess his little maggot was only 3 inches when hard, before pathetically begging to touch it. When I gave him permission and asked him how many fingers he was intending to use, he responded; "two fingers and a thumb Mistress."

"As many as that?!" I laughed as he groaned away, to which he replied; "it's not that little Mistress." "No and it's not that big either," I teased as I continued to giggle.

I asked him if he'd tried to make it grow, to which he confessed he'd tried "girls" and "exercises". He wasn't keen to tell Me about the exercises he had done, but I have a fair idea. When I asked him if he'd had any success with the girls, he confessed he hadn't. "I'm not surprised!" I taunted him. "The moment you get your kit off, they probably collapse in fits of giggles!"

He asked Me if I'd ever experienced "having" a maggot dick. "What would be the point in that?" I responded. "One look at that and it's going to put Me off! A little dicky is NOT going to get Me in the mood!"

I continued to tease him, telling him to keep pulling on his little pin-dick. "Let's face it," I said. "It's about the only thing you're ever going to manage to pull. You couldn't even pull a Christmas cracker with that!"

That was enough to tip him over the edge, and in no time at all he was begging to cum, albeit in a very pathetic manner. "Please Mistress," he groaned, "please let this pathetic maggot boy cum for you." "Oh alright," I sighed. "Let's see if the little squirt can do a little squirt."

I laughed cruelly all the way through his orgasm, laughing harder and louder as it reached it's peak. "Finished?" I asked when his groans had subsided. "Yes Mistress," came an embarrassed whisper. "Good!" I responded. "Now fuck off so I can speak to a real man!"

Monday, 6 May 2013


I will be available for Cam and Phone bookings this week as follows:

Monday 6 May - available 2.30pm until 5pm.

Tuesday 7 May - not available.

Wednesday 8 May - not available.

Thursday 9 May - available 2.30pm until 5pm.

Friday 10 May - available on Adultwork Direct chat only.

Saturday 11 May - available 2.30pm until 5pm.

Sunday 12 May - available 2.30pm until 5pm.

If you wish to book a session during these times, you should contact Me at to do so.

I will be available on Adultwork Direct Chat (phone chat) between 7pm and 10pm on the following days.

Monday 6 May

Thursday 9 May

Friday 10 May

Saturday 11 May

Sunday 12 May

If you wish to speak to Me via Direct Chat, you may visit My Adultwork Profile for details of how to do so.

Sunday, 5 May 2013

RIP My Little Soldier xxxx

Not a good week on the personal side - in fact a very sad week if I'm honest.

Two weeks ago, My eldest cat went missing, which is very unlike him. He was old and wasn't in the best of health. Anyway, I've since "discovered" that the poor furbaby has died, so as you can imagine I'm heart-broken.

I have been out looking for him every day and night for the past fortnight, and even though in the beginning, people were saying they had seen him, now NOBODY has seen him. I've walked miles to try and find him, calling him, but to no avail. I now know that he has gone somewhere quiet and secluded to die, and even though I don't have his body, I know in My heart that this is what has happened to him.

So for the last 48 hours, I've been hovering between utter loss and despair to crying until I feel I can't possibly have any more tears left. If only that was true. Yesterday, I started to move his things - his little kennel, his toys and still the tears came. I've been through this twice before and it never gets easier.

My younger puss is feeling it too. He's become very clingy, and follows Me all over the place - even to the bathroom, so is clearly missing his brother. As a result, I'm giving him extra cuddles and love - which I think is helping us both.

Some people would question as to why I feel this way, but the fact is our pets are part of the family. I've kept cats for years, and each and every one has been like a child to Me. To grief of losing one is like losing a child and it cuts deep. One of My cats died 9 years ago - and to this day, it still hurts. And if you too have been through it, you will know exactly what I'm talking about.

But I am looking to the future as much as I can. I don't have a "grave", so instead I've decided to make a little memorial patch in My garden - and I've seen the perfect cat ornament on Amazon. It's a cast iron cat asleep - totally apt for what I have in mind. I shall be purchasing that next week, a long with as special rose. I couldn't not do something like this. Puss was a big part of My life - I loved him and he loved Me, so I feel it's only right to mark the fact that he will always have a special place in My heart.

The chances are I will never find him. I have been looking in possible places where he may have gone, but nothing. When cats do this, they find places that nobody will ever find, so that they are not vulnerable to predators while they are sick or in pain. And it's very peaceful - they simply curl up, go to sleep and pass away - I take great comfort in that.

I also take great comfort in the fact that cats do this so as not to upset their humans. They sense their time is near and start to wander, until you can't find them. In some way, they want to make it easier on their humans - it's a final act of love on their part. Dogs do this too, particularly females. So while some people will feel they don't have a sense of closure because they never find their beloved pet, some do see this as a great comfort, because they realise that even in those final hours, their owners were never far from their minds.

I shall miss My little soldier so much - that was his nickname as he was a stray who'd had a hard life until he adopted Me. He'd suffered cruelty at the hands of somebody else and had been psychologically scarred. So I'd spent months getting to know him, earning his trust and helping him to understand that not all humans are cruel. And because of that, we had a special bond, which will never be broken. 

I know that the pain of losing him will get easier in time. But one thing I will say is that I am so happy that I was the person he trusted enough to give him love and care during the last year of his life - that to Me is the greatest honour.