CBT BOOT CAMP - LESSON 3 - HARSH CBT

You might think that you've suffered about all the torture I'm prepared to inflict upon you. And you would be very, very wrong. Are you poor, pathetic little maggot! You truly have no idea of just how evil and sadistic I can be! What twisted trials and tribulations are you about to endure? Pain that you will remember for DAYS afterwards! Your balls will ache with agony. Your cock will be too sore to even brush your fingers against. You will be fully tortured and fully compliant. This is the way - to suffer, to endure and to submit. It's time to endure some harsh CBT.

RECORDED INSTRUCTIONS.

CBT BOOT CAMP - LESSON 1 - BASIC CBT

So you thought you might like to try a little pain, did you? Well you've come to the right place. As a naturally Sadistic Dominatrix; I enjoy seeing you suffer for My amusement. I have decided that that nasty little cock and those nasty little balls must suffer torture for My amusement. Why? Because the fact that they exist means that they are offensive to Me. They don't have any other use but for the means of amusement through torture. You will endure whatever I choose to inflict on you and you will enjoy what you endure. It is the ONLY way you can ever hope to please Me.

RECORDED INSTRUCTIONS

The dreaded "wasabi treatment".....

Ah, the moment chastity sub had long since been dreading. It was time to move his suffering up a few notches. Enter the "wasabi treatment"!

"When Mistress Cristal instructed me to purchase wasabi paste to be used in the next session I was to have with Mistress it immediately filled me with a feeling of deep anticipation and dread. Mistress has ordered me to use hot English mustard and hot Tabasco before on Her cock and balls and nipples and I have experienced and suffered the heat they generate. However wasabi has a reputation of being very hot to touch on skin so the knowledge that I would be experiencing this gave a deep feeling of dread and anticipation. I know that I am fully owned by Mistress Cristal and that I have no choice in what is done to me or my body as it is Mistresses to do with as she desires. I also know that any thought I have on anything is of no concern to Mistress as what is important is what Mistress desires or chooses.

When I went into the supermarket I was full of anticipation and when I picked up the wasabi all I could think of was how hot it would feel on me when used. It was 2 weeks after purchasing the paste that I had a session with Mistress. In those 2 weeks I was always conscious that the paste was there waiting to be used and was in dread of the feeling of it. All that time knowing I had no choice in how it was used as it was all Mistress Cristals choice. I could see the wasabi every day reminding me of what I was due to experience.

On the day of the session I had everything prepared and ready for Mistress Cristal to use in any way she chose. I was in complete trepidation and dread and fear of what was to come and excited in the knowledge that as I am the property of Mistress Cristal that I had to fully submit with no choice or concern of my thoughts.

The session was over an hour of suffering cock, ball and nipple torture for Mistresses amusement and pleasure. Throughout all the suffering I knew there was more to experience and I was in dread that it was going to be worse than I have ever experienced before. When Mistress instructed me to spread a generous amount of the wasabi paste onto a plate I was in complete dread and trepidation in fear it was going to be the worst heat I have ever been made to experience for Mistresses pleasure and amusement.

When Mistress Cristal instructed me to paint the wasabi paste with an artist paint brush generously over Her balls I knew I had no choice but to obey. Before hand the balls had already been made sore and very tender from the session. During the session I had them spanked hard with a wooden spoon before having 2 industrial clamps applied biting in hard and painfully. With the clamps attached I had been forced to do a minutes marching, a minutes jogging on the spot, 20 squats, 20 lunges with the left leg and 20 lunges with the right leg, can can for a minute and a minutes pogo jumping. Throughout all this the pain of the clamps bouncing around tugging hard on the skin of my balls was very hard and got worse with each second. After this I had a pin wheel run deep around the skin next to were the clamps were biting in which was a strong pain going right through me making me shake hard. After this the balls had been further softened by having hot wax dripped on them which as it hit areas were the clamps had bitten in and where the pins had dug in deep really stung hard. Once the wax was hardened every spot of it was removed by whipping hard with a leather belt. Before the paste was even applied my balls were really tender and sore. The heat from the wasabi as the brush touched my balls was like the flame from the candle being applied directly to them. The heat got worse and worse as my balls were fully coated in a thick layer of wasabi paste. They felt like they were on a hot plate with the heat gradually getting hotter and hotter bringing more tears to my eyes all the time.

I was then instructed to paint the paste onto my nipples. During the session they had also been made sore and tender by having clover clamps applied with 16 ounces of weights added to hang off them tugging them down hard before doing the exercises as above. As the exercising had intensified the swinging of the weights on the clamps had gotten worse making the clamps bite harder and tug sharper on my nipples. As the weights bounced up there was a moment of release of tension of the clamps on the nipples immediately followed by gravity forcing the weights back down increasing the pain of the biting of the clamps more and more. Do to the sweating from the exercise, pain and humidity the clamps slipped from the nipples which made them tug down hard on the nipples causing more pain than when they were put on. When I was allowed to remove the industrial clamps from my balls I had to place them on my nipples and as they were already so sore and tender from the weighted clover clamps the pain was tremendous. After Mistress gave me permission to remove the clamps the pin wheel was run over the nipples deep which was incredibly sharp and painful. As my nipples were already so tender and in pain I was in dread of the heat from the wasabi paste. As it was painted on thickly the heat also felt like a naked flame on them getting hotter and hotter and made me shake and sweat a lot more.

The heat from the wasabi paste coated on my balls and nipples was far worse than I had suffered from hot mustard and hot Tabasco and seemed to keep getting hotter and hotter with each second bringing more sweat and tears to my eyes. I had no choice but to endure it for as long as Mistress decided for her pleasure and amusement. My pain and suffering and discomfort was of no concern to Mistress as it is Her pleasure that is the principal goal.

I then had the vibrating butt plug inserted and put on its most intense setting. There was some pleasure felt from the vibrations but this was overwhelmed by the heat.

During the 2 weeks I had the wasabi I had been instructed by Mistress to undertake 2 hours tease and denial every day collecting my pre cum in a brandy glass with an extra 5 hour tease and denial the day before the session. Mistress made me take the full content of the glass into my mouth and keep it there until She said otherwise. It felt humiliating having a mouth full of pre cum being made to taste it for as long as Mistress wanted.

Mistress then gave me permission to wank but only by wrapping coarse sandpaper around Her cock and using that. It was a strange mixture of pain and discomfort from the heat burning my balls and nipples and the sandpaper rubbing my already tortured and tender cock mixed with pleasure from wanking after being on edge for 2 weeks solid and from the vibrating butt plug and shame and humiliation from having a mouthful of pre cum and tasting it all the time. After some hard begging Mistress was very kind to allow me to cum in the glass. I felt great pleasure from cumming which was immediately replaced with a reminder of how hot the wasabi was burning. Mistress then allowed me to swallow all the pre cum and then drink the full content of the glass followed by the humiliation of having to scoop every last part of the cum out with my fingers and lick them clean and swallow it all like I was hungry and thirsty for every last drop of cum like a cum hungry slut.

After the session I also had the humiliation of Mistress informing the whole world of my suffering and showing them pictures of my hot wasabi covered balls and nipples.

It was a relief to have permission after this from Mistress to remove the hot wasabi and apply cucumber to help cool my balls and nipples. It was the hottest they have ever been and the heat lasted for hours . Mistress also filled me with further dread by saying this appeared to be her weapon of choice now knowing how hot it actually is. I know as Mistress Cristal pet and property what is most important is Her pleasure and there is no concern for my thoughts on anything or my suffering in achieving this."

And since then; chastity sub has acquired another "instrument of torture"....keep your eyes peeled for what THAT might be....

Chasity Sub has his limits pushed to the max.

On Friday I really pushed chastity sub's limits when it came to delivering some delicious torture. Here's what he had to say:

I entered today's session with Mistress in trepidation as she had ordered me to harvest a good clump of nettles before and warned me that I would be suffering a lot today. I was also hard and excited knowing i was there to please and amuse Mistress.

 

I had to beg Mistress hard to be free from the restraint of the chastity cage that was restricting Mistresses cock. Mistress kindly allowed me permission to be free from the cage which felt so good to be free from the restraints holding in Mistresses cock. Mistress was not pleased that I was hard enough for her as it is important to be hard in her presence so to fix that I had to slap first the shaft of Mistresses cock then the head and then the balls very hard for her to make me harder.

 

Mistress then ordered me to put the industrial clamps on my balls and I was then informed that they had to remain on them for the full session. The clamps bite in really hard and deep into the skin and are extremely painful. I was then asked if I thought that I had slapped Mistresses cock and balls hard enough to please her and of course it can never be hard enough and Mistress agreed and made me slap her cock shaft and then the head harder. The slapping was far more painful with it making the ball clamps bounce up and down digging in harder.

 

I was then ordered to put 5 bulldog clips up each side of the shaft of Mistresses cock then thread string through them like I had not done before. This was to criss cross them like a shoe lace.Once this was complete I had to lift the cock up with the string which made the clips dig in harder tugging on the skin. Whilst I had lifted the cock up I had to light a candle and drizzle hot wax all over the underside of the shaft. I could feel the burning a lot. Whilst the wax hardened I was instructed to put on nipple clamps and put the chain between my mouth. This was really painful as it tugged the nipples up hard stretching them far. I was then instructed that the chain will remain in my mouth for the full session. I had to then lift up Mistresses cock with the string on the clips and grab a leather belt and whip the wax off it. This was the most painful I have ever had whipping wax off as to get it all off I had to whip hard which made the belt hit the clips and clamps making me feel the pain from the belt and further pain from the clips and the clamps biting in harder as they were hit. The cock, balls and nipples were really starting to sting and hurt a lot now.

 

Mistress then instructed me to undertake some exercise. First I had to march on the spot for a minute. This made the cock and balls bounce up and down making the clips and clamps bounce tugging harder at the same time making my mouth tug the nipples harder upwards stretching them further and further. I then had to jog on the spot for a minute This made the bouncing of the clips and clamps on the cock and balls far more painful and the tugging of the nipples upwards far harder. Then I had to pogo jump on the spot for a minute which made the cock and balls bounce up and down really hard making the tugging of the clips and clamps far harder whilst making the nipples stretch even further. Then I had to can can for a minute and the kicking of the legs made the cock and balls clips and clamps bounce all over the place and my mouth tug harder upwards on the nipples. Whilst I could feel the agony of the clips and clamps bouncing about tugging the cock and balls and my nipples being stretched further and further I could see Mistress highly amused  and enjoying my suffering which made the experience humiliating to suffer as well.

 

I was then allowed to sit down and remove the clips and then run the pin wheel over the grooves left in the cock which made the pin wheel feel even more sharper than usual. I had to then run the pin wheel over the balls around the clamps which made the pins feel ever sharper.

 

I was then instructed to put a big clump of nettles on the chair and sit on them. The stinging was excruciating and extremely uncomfortable. I then had to repeat the treatment on the cock and balls with the pin wheel over the grooves which made me squirm with the agony making the squirm harder on the nettles making them sting more. I had to then pour a generous amount of hot tabasco sauce over my balls especially close to the clamps. The burning was extremely hot and made me squirm further on the nettles. I then had to put a generous amount of the sauce all over the cock head rubbed in. Again the burning heat made me squirm more on the nettles.

 

I was then allowed to remove the nipple clamps but the relief was short lived because I was instructed to run nettles over the left nipple and then the right one. The stinging was really painful and when I had to put the clamps back on and put the chain back in my mouth it made the biting of the clamps and the stretching seem far more painful than ever before. I was then instructed to rub nettles all over  the shaft of Mistresses cock and my balls especially close to the clamps. The stinging was agony.

 

I was then allowed to remove the clamps after begging very hard and I thought the session was being finished but Mistress was not finished. I know that only Mistress can decide when I have had enough suffering and I have no choice in it. I then had to run the pin wheel deep over the grooves left by the clamps which made the pins seem sharper than they ever have been. This was followed by rubbing hot sauce into the grooves which was agony.

 

I was then ordered to put my chastity cage back on. Mistress timed this and said it took over 2 minutes which was not pleasing as it is difficult to get it back on when my cock has been made hard for Mistress and is then in agony. Mistress informed me that if I did not improve this then the torment might have to increase which is already a lot.

 

I was then instructed to post pictures showing the results of my torture which is extremely humiliating as the whole world can then see my intimate suffering and pictures. It is extremely humiliating knowing the whole world knows what happens to me and can see my intimate details and it is humiliating knowing Mistress can order me to show whatever she wants to whoever she wants and I have to obey no matter how humiliating.

 

After today's session my cock and balls are tingling and itching painfully and everything is heightened more from my cock and balls being so sensitive from hours and hours of tease and denial. My balls and cock head are burning hot from the heat of the sauce. I am on the edge and leaking more pre cum from seeing Mistress amused and pleased making me even more frustrated and desperate for permission to cum. My ass is tingling and itching like mad. My nipples are extremely tender, itching like mad and feel stretched further out. I know I will be feeling this for a long time. I feel extremely embarrassed and humiliated from doing all this for Mistresses pleasure and having to share with the whole world who Mistress allows to see everything of me. I am also very glad that Mistress said she was very pleased as I know I suffer the pain, agony and humiliation for her pleasure.

 

NITEFLIRT GOODIES - MODERATE CBT ASSIGNMENT - SELF-TORTURE FOR CBT LOVERS!

You will quickly learn that the only joy I get from your cock and balls is when they suffer. It would be so easy for Me to inflict the torture. But it's harder if you do it! That's right - you're going to HURT yourself for Me - because it's the only way you can please this Sadistic Bitch! 

$10 - WRITTEN ASSIGNMENT - 1 PAGE.

Session review from pain-sub

Pain-sub was really put through is paces today. Here's his report of today's session:

I have just had the most intense pain session I have ever had to endure in my life for Mistress pleasure. It took me to learning to endure a lot more pain for her than I have ever felt before.

 

I arrived at the session wearing my chastity cage as I was instructed to keep on unless Mistress permits otherwise. I was then instructed to remove the cage and then hitting myself with the back of a wooden spoon until I was hard enough for Mistress. Once that was achieved I had to then hit my balls to prepare them for the session ahead. Then I had to do the same to my cock head.

 

I had to attach nipple clamps and then hold the chain in my mouth until the session was over. This made the nipples feel like they were being stretched as far as they could go.

 

Once my cock was hard enough and my balls made tender I then had to rub them all over with sandpaper. This made them extremely tender to the touch to intensify any feeling I would get later.

 

I then had to rub tabasco sauce all around my balls and all over my cock. I then had to follow this with rubbing tiger balm into the balls and all around the foreskin. This made my balls and cock extremely hot and I could feel them all the time.

 

There was no rest from the pain as I then had to attach 8 bulldog clips to my balls and thread string through them and then 4 to my foreskin and thread some more string through them. The pain from the clips was intense and with them being a lot of them I could feel it all over my balls and cock especially with them being tender and burning hot. The string on the clips on my balls were then used to pull my balls up. I could feel pain all through them as they were lifted high and held up. Then the same was done with the string on the clips on my foreskin. This made the pain of the clips intensify. I then had to repeat this first lifting the string on my balls high then the wooden spoon was used on the back of my balls. This had the double effect of causing pain to the already tender balls and making the pain on the clips higher as they pulled and jiggled due to the spoon hitting the balls. This was then done on my cock by lifting my cock high by the strings and then the spoon was used to hit the back of my cock hard. This again caused pain to the already tender cock and intensified the pain on the clips as they pulled and jiggled.

 

Mistress then decided I needed some exercise so I had a parachute attached to my balls with weights hanging off them. The exercise consisted of 20 squats, 15 lunges with each leg and 15 star jumps. Throughout the exercise I could feel my balls being stretched as the weights swung vigorously around and my nipples were being stretched further due to each movement causing my mouth to go further away from them tugging harder on the chain.

 

However my suffering was not over and I had the parachute removed and replaced by a ball stretcher which pulled my balls away from my cock making them swell out. I had to stand with my legs parted wide and then a big bunch of nettles was then used to repeatedly whip my cock and balls. This torture seemed to last a long time and was the most painful I have felt from nettle torture. I then had to turn around and the nettles were then used to whip my bottom. I have never suffered this before and could feel the itching all over and the whipping seemed to last a long time too. When this was over I was permitted to sit and could feel my bottom really itching all over. The nettle torture was not over though as I then had a handful of the leaves rubbed all over my cock and balls adding a lot more to the irritation and itching.

 

After prolonged suffering I was permitted to cum however this was only allowed by having to kneel on beer bottle tops spread over the floor facing upwards. The pain from kneeling on the bottle tops was so intense and was the worst I have ever felt and distracted from the pleasure of wanking as well as the pain on my nipples from the clamps being tugged hard by my mouth and the pain on my cock and balls from the session. The pleasure was hard to feel due to the intense pain which was being felt more. When I came it was a heavy mixture of pleasure taken over by pain and I was made to cum into a brandy glass.

 

As soon as I was allowed to cum I was instructed to immediately put the chastity cage back on and told it has to remain unless Mistress says otherwise. This made it impossible to do anything to relieve the constant itching from the nettles intensified by the heat of the tabasco sauce and tiger balm. I can constantly feel itching and heat from my cock, balls and bottom. It is very frustrating that a my cock is caged there is nothing I can do to get to it to relieve it and I just feel like I constantly want to scratch it but can not and feel that I will feel this for a long time yet.

 

I had to drink all the cum from the glass after putting the cage back on and Mistress has informed me in the past that when she does allow me to cum I have to consume it all.

 

When I first visited Mistress the goal was to reach a pain level of 10. During this session I reached 40 which shows that through a lot of training I have been taught to suffer more and more which I believe pleases Mistress.

 

After the session my nipples are tender and still feel stretched, my cock and balls are tender, hot, stretched, and itching all over and my bottom is itching all over. To make it worse there is no way I can get to my cock to relieve the pain and intense itching at all.

 

As requested I attach pictures of my nettled thighs and bottom. To add to this Mistress has informed me that my pain and suffering is being shared with whoever she decides to add humiliation.