Showing posts with label CBT. Show all posts
Showing posts with label CBT. Show all posts

Saturday, 20 July 2019

BUST YOUR BALLS FOR ME.



You exist for one reason and one reason only. To satisfy My sadistic urges. I can hurt you physically or I can hurt you emotionally. All you need to know is that I will gain a great deal of enjoyment from your suffering.

When you suffer for Me, you turn Me on. It's the ONLY way you can turn Me on and today; your balls are going to be the instruments of My sadistic pleasure.

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https://thecristaldomme.com/videos

Saturday, 20 October 2018

AGONY & ECSTASY CURSE




I want you to think about the most erotic, arousing experience you have ever had in your life. The way your body writhed as delicate fingers stroked and teased your erogenous zones. How your penis twitched to life as your arousal increased. How the sensation grew and grew to a crescendo, until that earth-shattering climax was within sight..but this time...you'll stay on the edge of that ecstasy..because after the excitement..comes the pain...

Pain like you've never experienced before. Your cock being squeezed or slapped. Your nipples being pinched and pulled. Perhaps even clamps being attached to your nipples. Your ass being painfully filled by a huge dildo. All these things. All these things that will bring you to the edge of tears as you writhe in agony.

You are about to be triggered by a special phrase which will make all these things happen. If you trigger yourself; you will suffer agony & ecstasy for 2 whole hours – one hour of ecstasy and one hour of agony.

If you are triggered by somebody else; you will experience 30 minutes of ecstasy, followed by 15 minutes of agony.

And at the end of these times; the two will merge and you will experience a mind-blowing orgasm, brought on by the intense combination of agony and ecstasy. Perhaps it will make all that pain worth it. Perhaps it will be something you would rather not experience again. But you don't have a say in the matter.

You will need to be triggered or trigger yourself every ten days. If you do not; then the duration of agony and ecstasy will increase, as will the intensity. You cannot escape the trigger – it will pay you back tenfold.

This is a curse. You cannot escape it. You cannot change it. You cannot remove it. It will be with you for six whole months. After than time; you may ask Mistress to remove it. But you will not ask for it to be removed before the six months are up. You will serve your six months in agony and ecstasy; being triggered every ten days..simply for My amusement.

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS FILE WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.


Sunday, 5 August 2018

SEXY FINGERNAIL TEASE



With My long, red talons, I can drive you crazy with desire. You might crave to feel them tickling all the erogenous areas of your body, until writhing with erotic arousal.

You might desire them to scratch your chest and back, to make your cock drool with need.

Or maybe you crave them to torture your cock and balls, until I leave My mark on you. And when I leave My mark; you will wear it with pride - pride in knowing who you really belong to!

FEMDOM CLIP

Wednesday, 23 May 2018

PLEASURE & PUNISHMENT



In My world; pleasure and punishment go hand in hand. There is much to be gained from both and I can assure you that I gain more from it than you do.

This file will give you a sexy insight into what a mixture of pleasure and punishment can do. For the first half hour; you will be teased relentlessly at the skilled hands of your Mistress. I will caress and stroke you. I will stroke and milk your cock. I may even suck your cock. You will experience erotic delights which will send your arousal off the scale. You’ll more than likely want to cum. But I will not allow it. I will implant a trigger that will prevent you from cumming; no matter how horny you are.

The second half hour will be for punishment. Your nipples will be tortured; your genitals will be squeezed and pulled, your ass will be spanked and whipped and a long, thick anal plug will be shoved up your ass – DRY. It will hurt and will likely bring tears to your eyes. You will suffer and you will beg for mercy. But deep down; there will be a part of you which enjoys it and craves for more.
At the end of your punishment; you will find yourself in chastity. All that pleasure; all that punishment and still I will deny you. I will deny you for a full 12 hours, so I suggest you get comfortable in your virtual chastity cage. As badly as you will want to explode; it will not happen, not matter what you do. You will remain on the very edge of orgasm for a full 12 hours until the chastity cage will disappear. After that time; everything will return to normal, at which you may cum or maybe you’ll find that you’ve gone off the boil and are unable to….


WARNING: THIS FILE WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.

Saturday, 24 March 2018

DIRTY SEX PIG



It is time for you to accept what you truly are. No more deluding yourself into thinking that you’re an Alpha male. No more believing the misconception that you are God’s gift to women. You are one thing and one thing only – you are a DIRTY FUCKING SEX PIG.

You need to get high on poppers in order to get off. Poppers turn you into the DIRTY FUCKING SEX PIG you are. Poppers make you completely submissive to anybody who wants to use you. Poppers give you bigger and better orgasms; climaxing at will, whenever you want and with whomever you want.

Dirty fucking sex pigs are horny all the time. They are constantly hard and constantly leaking pre cum. They crave to have their balls stretched and tortured; placed in ball stretchers, clamps and have weights attached to them.

You are a dirty fucking sex pig – it is your destiny. It is your life. It is who you are and it is who you will always be.

FEMDOM HYPNOSIS

WARNING: THIS FILE WILL CAUSE YOU TO DEEPLY RELAX AND MAY INDUCE SLEEP. DO NOT LISTEN WHILST DRIVING OR OPERATING MACHINERY.



Wednesday, 6 September 2017

KINKY BIRTHDAY PARTY



It's your birthday! And do I have a kinky birthday treat for you! I have 5 beautiful, powerful Women and you're going to be the centre of attention. This is a birthday party you won't forget in a hurry. ALL of us will be using you in painful, humiliating and degrading ways. Lots of kinky party games will have you desperate to blow your load. We want you desperate. The more desperate you are; the more fun we'll have with you. But you'll only get to cum when we've decided we've had enough fun taunting and teasing you!

EROTIC RECORDING

Saturday, 2 September 2017

THE SADISTIC DETENTION



How many times have I made you stay behind after class? You know, I've lost count. I think you have too. Clearly; all those detentions have had no impact on your terrible behaviour. Your entire future is as stake. If you don't pass this class; you don't pass this course. And if you don't pass this course; you don't get to graduate from the course. So by giving you an extra special detention; I'm really doing you a favour. I doubt you'll see it as a favour though. But it will be very entertaining...for Me. It might even be entertaining for your class mates!

EROTIC RECORDING

Wednesday, 9 August 2017

CBT BOOT CAMP - LESSON 3 - HARSH CBT



You might think that you've suffered about all the torture I'm prepared to inflict upon you. And you would be very, very wrong. Are you poor, pathetic little maggot! You truly have no idea of just how evil and sadistic I can be! What twisted trials and tribulations are you about to endure? Pain that you will remember for DAYS afterwards! Your balls will ache with agony. Your cock will be too sore to even brush your fingers against. You will be fully tortured and fully compliant. This is the way - to suffer, to endure and to submit. It's time to endure some harsh CBT.

RECORDED INSTRUCTIONS.



Sunday, 30 July 2017

CBT BOOT CAMP - LESSON 1 - BASIC CBT


So you thought you might like to try a little pain, did you? Well you've come to the right place. As a naturally Sadistic Dominatrix; I enjoy seeing you suffer for My amusement. I have decided that that nasty little cock and those nasty little balls must suffer torture for My amusement. Why? Because the fact that they exist means that they are offensive to Me. They don't have any other use but for the means of amusement through torture. You will endure whatever I choose to inflict on you and you will enjoy what you endure. It is the ONLY way you can ever hope to please Me.

RECORDED INSTRUCTIONS



Tuesday, 25 July 2017

PAIN ADDICTION HYPNOSIS


One way or another; I will make you My addicted pain slut. I enjoy inflicting pain and you will enjoy when I do inflict pain. You will equate pain with pleasure. The more pain you receive, the more you will become aroused. You will be so aroused by the thought of suffering for; that you will be BEGGING Me to torture you!

EROTIC HYPNOSIS



Thursday, 8 June 2017

HIS FIRST TIME - EROTIC FICTION



Andrew plucks up the courage to visit a Dominatrix for the very first time, and finds his deviant desires awoken. Mistress ensures he is left with a lasting impression of what She expects from him.

EROTIC FICTION - RECORDING



Monday, 29 May 2017

MILD CBT & ORGASM CONTROL


Those of you who have served Me, will know just how Sadistic I am. Those who haven't yet served Me; it's about time you grew a spine and experienced My Sadistic side. Happily; this special clip allows you to do so - physically & psychologically!



Sunday, 5 March 2017

As funny as Shit!


Ladies and germs; meet Slave Shit. Shit is a boy who serves Me on Skype. He thoroughly enjoys public humiliation, which is why I took the liberty of taking all of these very amusing screenshots. I felt Shit should be shared with the world in all his pathetic and ridiculous glory.

The word on Shit's head is supposed to be the word "TWAT", but unfortunately, Shit needs to go back to school and learn how to write properly. Nevertheless; I made sure Shit wrote other rude words on himself, including "CUNT" and the name I have chosen for him...


Shit likes to experience pain and anal abuse, so today I had him whip that nasty flap of skin he calls a "cock", as well as attach pegs to his pathetic balls. The aim of the game was for him to use a leather belt to whip off all the begs; but sadly Shit lived up to his name and was well... shit at it. Instead; I found a far more amusing way for him to entertain Me. Shit was made to lick himself clean....


Of course the act of licking himself clean meant that Shit got all dirty again when his nasty little "cock" did a love piss. So to further humiliate Shit; I had him lick up his mess. Here he is with a tongue full of cum.



Shit did actually wish for Me to share these highly embarrassing pictures with My readers. Perhaps in future, Shit will be careful what he wishes for! 


Saturday, 4 March 2017

Sunday Services with the Sister of No Mercy.


Lots of fun was had in today's kink fest. In case you missed it; I dressed up in My kinky Nurse uniform as you can see above. It's amazing how slipping into a uniform brings out the sadistic Bitch in Me. Well I say brings it out. I'm a Sadistic Bitch pretty much all of the time; but today I was perhaps more sadistic that usual.

This afternoon, I have been performing thorough rectal examinations and prostate milking, ball resilience with the aid of some pretty harsh genital torture, and multiple sperm sample collection via jerk off instruction. Of course, said collections haven't been retained by Myself. My boys have dutifully been swallowing the lot, as is expected. Well except for the dirty cum whore I spoke to this afternoon, who likes to swallow the cum of complete strangers. He normally asks male escorts to save him their used condoms. But I decided he needed a constant supply of spunk. Tonight; he's off to his local dogging site to do a "collection." That will keep him in spunk supply for the rest of the week.


Tomorrow, the Sister of No Mercy will be taking confessional from 12.30pm. All sinners are welcome. Others will be tolerated. You will be crawling into My Church to confess your filthy deeds of the week. You'll be squirming in shame as I ask you various humiliating questions about your misdeeds. I may even instruct you give a demonstration of your dirty, deviant behaviour.

Repentance by punishment will follow after you have squirmed to My satisfaction. Expect the punishment to fit the crime. Wanton wankers will have their cocks tortured within an inch of it's life. Sissy sluts can expect to be thoroughly drilled and used. Perverts can expect to be fully degraded and humiliated as they spontaneously burst into flames of shame. My sadistic and creative imagination will be going into over-drive. Scared? You should be.

So get those bookings in, sluts! Sundays are normally very popular among the dirty bitches out there. Send your booking in NOW to avoid disappointment



Monday, 23 January 2017

A weekend of delicious torture!


It would seem that this weekend; you boys have been desperate to test your pain limits. I've had numerous bookings from boys who desire cbt and anal stretching.

First up was a new slave from the US. He decided to celebrate the over-sized Oompa Loompah's inauguration by seeing how much he could stretch his ass (his own; not the Oopma Loompah's. We already know his ass is stretched because he's always talking out of it...)

What started off as a gentle introduction to anal stretching turned into practically shoving a drain pipe up there. That boy could take a lot! He had 3 different types of anal toy - a medium rubber butt plug, a large glass butt plug and a HUGE butt plug which had prongs. It was easily the size of a large fist.

I started him off by using his fingers until he could it all four of them inside. He was already super turned on and that other hand of his kept straying to his maggot. "Leave it alone, slave!" I snapped. "Before you stroke that maggot; I wanna see your ass gaping!" He quickly learned that helping himself was not going to go in his favour. 

Next was the medium sized butt plug, which I had him insert and then use his rectal muscles to push it out. This plug was not at all forgiving and it took a lot of straining. But he pushed and pushed until it plopped out on the floor. After some furious fucking with that plug; he as was more than ready for something bigger.

In went the glass plug and that really did look exquisite. I could see his ass gaping around the glass and as I had him pull it half way out; the thick, bulbous part stretched his ass to the limit! I had a lot of fun having him repeatedly pull it out only to shove it back in again.

Finally; came the last and biggest plug. This one was a monster! Lots of lube was required and after to some serious pushing; it was soon deep up his ass. While it filled him; I gave him permission to masturbate, which he did with delight, cumming hard as he pushed that mammoth plug out and caused his ass to gape as wide as the Mersey tunnel. I have no doubt that he will be back for more.

Next up was a pain sub, who was desperate to have his pain threshold pushed. With a kink for CBT; I had him slapping his cock and balls until they were so red; you could paint a white line in front of them and use them as a stop sign! He wasn't suffering enough for My liking so I had him coat his cock and balls in candle wax, before making him use a leather belt to whip off all the dried wax. The whole ordeal took him a good 10 minutes to complete and he was writhing around in agony. Every few strokes; he would stop and cradle his sore balls before begging for mercy. "I can still see wax on those balls, slave!" I barked at him. "Continue until ALL of it is gone!" I would not give him mercy. I don't do mercy. Instead; he had to continue until he was a blubbering, sobbing mess with balls the size of watermelons. He'll be walking like John Wayne for the rest of the week. Good luck trying to explain that, boy! 

Thursday, 8 September 2016

Chastity Sub Endures His First Caning

One of My favourite kinks is corporal punishment and I felt the time had come for Chastity Sub to endure this traditional punishment - not because he had misbehaved. Oh no. Chastity Sub is indeed a very obedient slave. Instead; he endured it because it amuses Me. Taking him to new and painful territory is both rewarding and entertaining - and his first caning certainly made Me chuckle!

"It was with great anticipation that I entered the session with Mistress Cristal after being instructed to order a cane to be used on myself. Mistress had been kind enough to let me know where I could order the cane from and the care required to look after it to ensure it kept its proper flexibility.

I was in the correct slave position 1 required when entering Mistress’ company. Kneeling naked wearing only my slave collar. Mistress looked fantastic in her red corset when I presented myself to her. Mistress informed me that I would be receiving my first caning session. Firstly Mistress inspected the brandy glass of my pre cum collected during my daily tease and denial. Then I had to make sure Her cock was hard enough by spanking it hard with a wooden spoon on the shaft and then on the helmet followed by warming my balls up with spanking them with the spoon. Prior to my first taste of caning Mistress made me put on 2 industrial clamps onto my balls. The pain from the clamps is unforgiving. I then had to dress her cock up by putting 20 bulldog clips all over her cock. Once I had all the clips on I had to thread string through the ones on each side then use the string and clips to lift up my cock and spank the underside of it with the wooden spoon and the tip of Her cock. The wooden spoon is painful on Her cock but even worse when it is being hit and metal clips are bouncing about tugging it all over whilst at the same time the clips are tugging my cock upwards.

I was then instructed to get into slave position 3 which is on all fours with my ass in the air ready for use. For the week before I was under instruction to post humiliating tweets to amuse Mistress and part of the tweets I put up pictures of me naked in the slave positions so that I was humiliatingly exposed to the whole world and Mistress followers so these positions are available to view on my twitter. At first I had to warm up my ass for Mistress with 100 hand spanks on each cheek then 80 spanks with a leather paddle. Once my ass was warmed up suitably for Mistress She gave me instructions on how to administer caning. I was informed that the back and legs are to be avoided and aim for the fleshy part of the cheeks only. Mistress then showed me how to line up the cane horizontally and then guided me by counting 12 cane hits to each cheek.  It was my first experience of being caned and each hit stung and the stinging got worse with each hit. I could feel the cane hitting down each time getting more of a sensation. Mistress taught me to keep the cane horizontal and the correct parts to hit. When I had 12 on each cheek I could feel them warm and stinging. Mistress told me to rub the cheeks and let Her know how it felt. I could feel welts formed from the cane on them. It was good to know that this had pleased Mistress. I could feel the after effects of the caning and it felt good to have experienced my first lesson from Mistress.

Mistress then informed me that I would experience some more paddling and caning later to get me more use to it. Mistress then wanted to turn Her attention to other parts of my body which is her property to use as She desires. Mistress allowed me to remove the clamps from my balls but I had to immediately place them on my nipples. The pain as they crush my nipples is unforgiving. I then had to put on the spiked ball parachute and all my weights which are 2 6lb ones and a 10lb one.

I had to then get in slave position 2 which is standing with my head on my hands and Mistress gave me instructions for exercising. I had to do a minute marching on the spot which made the clamps on my nipples bounce up and down, Mistress cock to bounce up and down making the clips tug it all over and the weights on the parachute to bounce up and down forcing the spikes top dig in deeper. This was followed by a minute jogging on the spot which made the clamps and clips bounce more harshly and the weights to bounce harder tugging the spikes in even deeper. I had to then do 30 squats and 15 lunges with each leg. This was rounded up with a minute of pogo jumping with Mistress instructing me to jump high. This made the torture even worse as the clamps on my nipples and the clips on my cock were made to bounce up and down high and harsh and the weights on the parachute bounce really high which meant that when they swung back down they really made the spikes dig in harsh. The pain rating has shot up to 120 from all this.

Mistress was then kind enough to allow me to remove the parachute but the relief was short lived because I immediately had to pour hot wax on my balls followed by covering my cock in hot wax. Due to the spikes having tenderised my balls the wax felt hotter than normal. Whilst the wax set I was given permission to remove the clamps from my nipples. Removing the clamps is as painful as putting them on because the nipples have been so tenderised from having them on and having them bounce up and down harshly that when they are taken off the rush of blood back to the nipples is so painful. I have to take them off gently due to this pain.

 I then had to whip all the wax off my cock using a leather belt. To remove it properly I have to hit it very hard which is really painful. Once I had managed to get it all off my cock I had to remove it from my balls. This required hitting them hard and was making me shake from it. On both my cock and balls there were stubborn pieces of wax that no matter how hard they were hit would not come off easily. This added to the pain as I had to constantly hit those areas harder and harder.

Mistress then instructed me to pick up the pin wheel and start running it all over the indents left by the clips on Her cock. As the pins on the wheel dug in the felt sharper than usual due to the cock being made more sensitive from the clips digging in and bouncing about. When my cock was stinging all over from the pins i then had to run them all over my balls and they felt especially sharp where the clamps had been digging in. This was followed by running the pins over the deep ruts the clamps had left on my nipples which made them feel so much sharper. 

I had to rub my cock hard for a minute with sand paper which really made it so sensitive and was reminded i was not allowed to cum as i did it. Whilst the sandpaper scraped the cock painfully the rubbing also put me on edge. I then had to scrub my balls hard for a minute with the sandpaper followed by my left and then right nipple. There were tears in my eyes from the torture my nipples, cock, balls and ass had received and the pain scale had gone up to 350. I felt trepidation when Mistress informed me that it was going to get worse.

I then had to paint a good thick coat of wasabi paste onto my nipples, then my balls and then every inch of my cock. As my nipples, balls and cock were already tenderised and in pain from all the treatment they had received for Mistress pleasure the heat from the paste was like fire and really bought tears to my eyes. There was no relief as i was then instructed to put on the spiked cock sheath and spiked ball parachute. The spikes dug the paste deeper into my cock and balls making the heat hotter and the spikes feel sharper. I was really crying now.

Mistress was then kind enough to continue my caning lesson. I had to get back into slave position 3 and further warm my ass up with 80 spanks on each cheek with the leather paddle which made my ass redder and warmer. Then Mistress guided me on the correct use of the cane and counted 12 canes to each cheek. Each strike felt sharper and I could feel the welts building up. My ass was feeling glowing and I could feel stinging where it had been caned.

Mistress informed me that as I had managed to get through my first caning lesson to Her satisfaction that she would allow me a reward of an orgasm. I was allowed to start wanking fast which made the spikes of the sheath scrape the hot wasabi up and down my cock. This was a mixture of pain bringing tears to my eyes and pleasure at the same time. It was the most painful wank i have ever had. Mistress made it even more exciting by reminding me how good her topless fetish wank clip is and to imagine Her oiled breasts. This thought made me throb more with excitement pushing my cock harder into the spikes. I begged Mistress for Her permission to cum as I can’t without it as it is Her choice when and how i cum. Mistress was so kind to grant me permission and i came hard into the brandy glass adding to the pre cum. The pumping of the cum out of my cock made it throb harder into the spikes giving a mix of pain and pleasure at the same time. Mistress then instructed me to drink all the cum and pre cum which i gulped down as Mistress has made me addicted to the taste.

It will be a long time for the effects of the session to recede and I will feel the stinging on my ass from my first caning lesson for a few days as well as the pain on my cock, balls and nipples. This was all worth it knowing i had pleased and amused Mistress Cristal. Mistress Cristal has tweeted the results from my caning for the world to see how it went and to add to my humiliation and embarrassment with the world seeing my caned ass as I am bent over with the spiked parachute also visible on my balls."




Friday, 19 August 2016

Separated at birth?




Do I see a similarity between Chastity Sub and the frilled-neck dragon?

That's what a spiked parachute and weights will do! 

Thursday, 4 August 2016

Panty Boy's Appointment With The Tens Machine..

So now that Panty Boy is back in service after a long hiatus, the first thing to do was punish him. You see; Panty Boy forgot the golden rule. EVERY masturbatory emission must be eaten - whether emission was while he was conscious or not. Wet dreams are no excuse...neither is mopping up said emission with a tissue.

So his punishment for this lapse in obedience was a 2 hour appointment with the TENS machine...increasing the current level every ten minutes. The results were spectacular!


"i admitted it to Mistress: i’ve been bad. i’ve cum and not eaten my mess. That it was a wet dream and i sleepily cleaned myself in the middle of the night is not the point. i’ve not done as my Owner, Mistress Cristal, has trained me over many months. So i must be punished and to add extra spice to the punishment Mistress Cristal let me choose it.

i didn’t have to think for long – it had to be a suitable punishment for the crime, something that would entertain Mistress and something that i would not like. And my range of weapons of punishment has become quite small so, after a short while it became obvious. The tens machine on my balls. i put this to Mistress and She came back with the details. Tens on balls for 2 hours, starting on level 1 and increasing by 1 every 10 minutes.

You’re probably better at maths than me and know that that means ending on level 12. i like to think i knew it too but i was panicking so had to work it out. That’s right, i’d have to go to level 12 and endure it for ten minutes.
A quick background – my tens machine has 30 levels and i’ve used it on my balls at Mistress’s command  before. It is set to a shock pattern that hurts and i’ve used it twice on my balls at Her command - once on level 6 and once on level 8.
This punishment was making me panic, i could feel my heart racing and my cheeks flushing. Level 12 *gulp*.
Well nothing to do but get on with it and better to get it done sooner rather than later so i started that night - once i’d got the kids to bed *blushes*. Yes i had the kids in the house so this was risky and i’d have to be careful and as quiet as possible. Oh dear.

i stripped naked, kneeled and put my collar on. i put the tens pads on my balls and connected the machine. It does 30 minute programs and then you have to restart it. A safety precaution i presume, lol. So the first 30 minutes comprised levels 1, 2 & 3 and were light work. A light prickling even at level 3, i even managed to get some housework  done*more blushing*. Next, reset the machine for the next 30 minute program for levels 4, 5 & 6.Levels 4 and 5 were quite mild just a mild tingling sensation through to level 6 which was getting more serious - some mild shocks that caused a few winces and squirms.

Now for the next 30 minutes. Now we are getting into serious territory. Levels 7, 8 & 9 are not to be trifled with. i know what you’re thinking: “but it goes up to level 30. What a wimp at only level 7/8/9!”. Well if you though that then i invite you to try it, my friend, just pop in to your friendly Lloyds Pharmacy for exactly the same model as i have. Anyway back to my punishment and i’ll just tell you about level 9. Well when that kicked in i cried out in pain! As soon as i’d done that i listened for movement. Had the kids heard? No sign of movement so that was a relief – at least until the next shock in the balls. Ten minutes of level 9 had me panting and gripping the bed, anything i could do to try to ride the pain until the ten minutes are over.

And so to the final 30 minutes. i’m not ashamed to say that these final 30 minutes and 3 levels scared the shit out of me. Level 9 had been bad enough but level 10 hit me like an express train – straight in the tenders. It’s when you reach these higher levels that you begin to appreciate the sheer sadism of this punishment. You have ten minutes of pain to get through, endure, experience – however you want to look at it. But as your time begins to come to an end the fear of the next level begins to add to the pain and discomfort. Because as the ten minutes ends you’re not going to be ending the pain. You’re ramping it up to the next level. For 10 more whole minutes.

So let’s skip to the business end – level 12. i was trying to video with my phone as level 11 came to an end to show me clicking the tens up to level 12. That in itself is difficult enough without level 11 kicking you in the nuts every few seconds. i really was beginning to feel close to screaming. As the timer ticked over from 11 to 10 minutes with a shaking hand i somehow managed to change the level to 12. It was bad. Worse than i had expected and i wheeze and puffed like a lady in labour. i was on my hands and knees at the start of level 12 so i could video the process. And then i changed position to lying/sitting on the bed. This was much worse. i think the pads must have made better contact or something – even though i did keep reapplying them if they came loose (i don’t think they’re really designed to go on balls). Whatever the reason this position on level 12 was a killer. I can’t really describe it in words  - you’ll have to watch the video. You’ll laugh. But please don’t be too unkind in your mirth, we all make mistakes and i think i’ve paid the price and hope that Mistress Cristal thinks so too.

So, dear Mistress Cristal, i humbly apologize for my mistake and hope that You are satisfied with how i have completed this task. i think i have learned from my error and will always strive to do better.
Your slave,"








Sunday, 31 July 2016

Chastity Sub's most intense session yet...

A recently torture session left Chastity Sub with some long-lasting effects. I always like to ensure he knows who's in charge....

"Before Fridays session with Mistress Cristal She had instructed me before it to harvest some nettles in preparation. When I arrived at the session I was in my slave position 1 kneeling naked wearing only my slave collar. It was amazing when the session started to have the honour of hearing Mistresses voice making it fantastic. Mistress asked me how the weeks tease and denial had been going and I informed Her that it had been very frustrating and torturous. Mistress has me on 3 hours a day teasing using a vibrating cock ring, vibrating butt plug and an intense vibrating wand. In the whole 3 hours I am on edge all the time from the vibrations feeling desperate to cum but knowing I am instructed never to cum from it. The vibrations on my cock and ass keep me constantly on edge and with the excitement I am leaking pre cum which I have to collect every drop in a brandy glass. Mistress Cristal asked me about that I had been viewing her clips and pictures. I informed her that I had and how brilliant and fantastic they are. I view them during my teasing which makes the teasing far more frustrating as it makes me more excited and desperate to cum. I would recommend them to anyone as they are fantastic. In some of the clips Mistress Cristal gives instruction on cumming but as I am under orders never to cum without her express permission I can only leak pre cum into the glass at those parts making it even more frustrating seeing Mistress mentioning about cumming but knowing it is not for me. I am still under probation from my chastity sentence until September which means if I cum without Mistress Cristal’s express permission then I will be put back in chastity. Mistress has taught me well that I may now never cum unless she has permitted it personally no matter how desperate and ready I am to. This is all for Mistress Cristal’s pleasure and it is good to see that my torture, frustration and desperation pleases Her a lot.

My cock which now belongs to Mistress Cristal was hard when the session started. Mistress Cristal informed me that Her cock should behave like a court room when a judge enters when I enter a session with Her in that a court room stands to attention when the judge enters and Her cock should always stand to attention in Her presence. Mistress at first was pleased that Her cock was standing to attention but unfortunately was less pleased when it started to droop a little. Mistress informed me that she will teach it a lesson so it learns to always be hard in Her presence. I then had to endure 2 minutes of hard slaps from a wooden spoon making Her cock bounce around from each slap. The head of Her cock was next to endure 2 minutes of hard slaps from the spoon followed by my balls. My balls were still a bit bruised and tender from the last session and felt the pain more this time. Mistress asked me what my pain rating was after this and when I informed her that it was 10 She said it was not good enough and I had to do better so I then had to replace the spoon with a leather belt and Mistress told me that as my balls were already so sore and tender that I was to start with them. I then had to endure 2 minutes of whipping which felt really painful, then whipping the head of the cock for 2 minutes followed by the shaft. When Mistress asked me what the pain rating had gone to I informed her that it was now at 20 and She said it was heading in the right direction but still not good enough.

Mistress then instructed me to put bulldog clips all over my cock and I fitted 20 clips onto it. As they are all over I can only feel biting all over my cock. Mistress then instructed me to put the industrial clamps onto my balls and as they still hadn’t recovered from the last session fully the pain was excruciating and Mistress was very kind to allow me to remove them to allow my balls to recover but she informed me that due to this She would have to focus the attention and torture on Her cock instead.


I had to put the clamps onto my nipples instead. The biting of the clamps is so intense and brings pain straight away. I could feel tears starting from the pain of only feeling biting all over my cock and nipples. I then had to get into slave position 2 which is standing with my hands on my head. Mistress then informed me that it was time for some exercise. I had to start with a minute of jogging on the spot which made my cock bounce up and down forcing all the clips to jiggle and tug and bite harder and the weight of the clamps made them swing up and down making the biting feel so much harsher as they tugged on my nipples. I then had to do 20 squats which made the clips and clamps bounce up and down biting harder and harder. Then I had to do 20 lunges with the left leg and 20 with the right making the clips and clamps swing side to side. This was followed by another minute of jogging on the spot making the clips and clamps bounce harder. Then I had to perform the can can for a minute which feels very humiliating especially when you can see Mistress laughing at the predicament and the bouncing up and down and swinging and kicking of the legs make the clips and clamps bounce all over the place making the biting  and tugging even more excruciating. This was finished with a minute of pogo jumping which as it makes my cock and the clamps on my nipples swing up and down harsh and fast really makes the clips and clamps bite and tug harshly making them feel like they are trying to be tugged away stretching my cock and nipples. The pain is excruciating and really bought tears to my eyes but I could see how much it was pleasing and amusing Mistress adding more humiliation. Mistress informed me that perhaps I should have been wearing a gag in case the screams of pain worried the neighbours and the called the police. Mistress said how humiliating it would be for me to have to explain to the police that the screams were from me torturing myself for the pleasure of Mistress. The pain scale had shot right up to 120.

I then had to get back into slave position 1 and was allowed to remove the clips but the relief was only short lived as Mistress made me get the pin wheel and wheel it all over the cock were the indentations left by the clips were. As my cock had been made so tender from the tugging and biting from the clips it made the pins feel so much sharper as if they were going deep inside bringing more tears to my eyes. This made the pain scale 140. I was then allowed permission to remove the clamps from my nipples which feels as painful as putting them on as the blood rushes to them from having escaped from the harsh confines but once removed it feels so much better than having them on. The relief was short lived as the pin wheel was run all over my nipples into the deep indentations which made the pins feel so much sharper and the pain was more excruciating and bought far more tears to my eyes. The pain scale rose to 180 from this.

A candle was then lit and hot wax dripped all over my cock and nipples. As they were already sore and very tender the wax was made to feel molten hot as it hit. Once the wax had set I then had permission to remove it using the leather belt. To properly remove all the wax the belt has to whip really hard and was far more painful than it was at the beginning of the session as my cock and nipples had been made more sensitive and tender. It took a lot of whipping to remove the wax from the nipples and they had turned very red and I could see the pleasure and amusement it was giving Mistress who informed me that they were looking like 2 stop signs adding to the humiliation. The pain scale had shot up to 200.


There was no relief from the pain and torture yet as Mistress Cristal instructed me to grab a handful of nettles and rub them over every inch of Her cock. As Mistress had informed me that due to the recent hot weather this had made the nettles more vicious. The stinging from the nettles was agony and I knew I would be feeling it for a very long time. Following this I then had to paint a generous amount of wasabi paste onto my nipples which were very sore and tender which made the wasabi feel far hotter and my nipples felt like they were in a furnace. The pain scale had gone up to 300 as all I could feel was stinging and pain in my cock and heat and pain on my nipples.


Mistress asked me how horny I was and I begged for Her permission to be allowed to wank and cum. Mistress gave me permission but only with wearing the spiked cock sheath. The wanking was by no means pleasurable as it made the spikes dig in deep all around my cock making the stinging worse as well. So as I was wanking all I could feel was scratching, stinging and pain in my cock rather than pleasure at the same time also feeling pain and heat on my nipples. It has been a month since I had permission for a pleasurable wank as they have all been wearing the spiked cock sheath and this was the most painful and uncomfortable due to stinging and heat being added to the scratching pins. Despite all the pain and discomfort I felt ready to cum and begged Mistress for permission to cum as I know I am only allowed to if She says I can no matter how desperate I am to. Mistress gave Her permission for me to cum into the glass with the pre cum which despite all the pain and discomfort I was in was very intense. Mistress then instructed me to drink all my cum and pre cum and I thanked her for allowing me to drink and clean up all my mess. The taste of a glass of cum and pre cum is not the best but I know that all my mess must always be consumed to clean it up and Mistress has informed me that she will teach it for it to become my favourite tipple. All the pain, discomfort and humiliation is to please Mistress Cristal and it is good to know that it pleases and amuses Her and I know I have to obey any instruction, no matter what it is or how painful or uncomfortable or humiliating it is, without question to please Her.


This was the most intense session I have endured for Mistress Cristal and She informed me that She intends to toughen me up by pushing me further for Her pleasure which sounds very daunting. I will be feeling the effects from this session for many days. Mistress Cristal has also increased my tease and denial to 3 and a half hours each day which will be far more torturous and frustrating to endure."

And since this session; I have decided that 3 and a half hours is not enough...he now must tease for 4 hours. This is what happens when you inform a sadist that the extra half hour is torturous....








Friday, 8 July 2016

Painful masturbation marathon for Chastity Sub.


You'd be forgiven for thinking that the groans coming from Chastity Sub are groans of pleasure. In actual fact; they are indeed groans of pain. Inside that black leather sheath are lots of vicious little spikes - each one scratching sadistically at the shaft of his cock. The harder he grips it; the harder the spikes dig in to him. The faster he wanks; the more intense the pain.

Chastity Sub was forced to enduring this agonising torture for 3 hours - that's 3 hours non-stop. And why did I make him do this? Because I don't see any reason why ALL his masturbation sessions should be pleasurable...