Pain sub has been keeping a detailed diary of his frustration over the last few days. I'm sure you'll agree that it is HIGHLY entertaining! But if he thinks he's frustrated now; he's going to hate the next few weeks...
After enduring having my cock and balls softened by a wooden spoon, stretched with some exercise with weights attached, sandpapered to make them tender, smothered in tiger balm to heat them up then rubbed with a handful of nettles they were very tender and itchy. I had to put them immediately into a chastity cage. My cock was very irritated and itchy but there was no way I could get to it to relieve it. I was in a lot of discomfort and could not do anything to help it. The chastity device has an unforgiving metal ring to go over and behind the testicles. It is hard to get on and with my balls being tender, heated and nettled it was harder to achieve.
The first night was very uncomfortable as I had to endure the cage stopping any access to scratching myself to help the itching. I had to get used to living with the cage on including going to the toilet and wearing it under clothes.
When I woke the first morning my cock was trying to get hard in the cage but it was restricted from getting fully hard which was very uncomfortable especially as it was very itchy too.
On the Saturday I asked Mistress if I may have permission to remove the cage and was informed that if I sent in a picture it would be considered. I sent the picture and was later informed that I had to keep the cage on and I had no choice in the matter and to ask could mean I had to keep it on longer. I later read Mistresses website and realised that she had posted the picture on the website. That made me feel more humiliated knowing that anyone can see my predicament and I could do nothing about it. The comments mentioned on the website about the cage being too big added to the humiliation knowing that people could see and laugh at my situation. It was also worrying thinking about the comment about perhaps being made to go swimming in a pair of tiny swimming trunks. The cage feels large, cumbersome and heavy under ordinary clothes so the thought of something small would mean the bulge of the cage would be so obvious which was frightening.
When wearing the cage under my clothes it felt really heavy and I was forever conscious of it and felt that it was noticeable as it felt so big under the clothes. This added to the discomfort of not being able to get to the itching to relieve it.
On Tuesday when my new device arrived Mistress made me swap them. The new devise is a bit more comfortable in that there is not an unforgiving ring behind the testicles but it felt that there was less space inside the cage than the first one.
Having to watch porn whilst Mistress teased me merciless made the cock grow large inside the cage being squeezed by the rings. The teasing was merciless and when Mistress said how much it excited her it made me even more harder feeling really constricted inside the rings of the cage. Mistress made it obvious that she controlled when I was in chastity or out of it or when I was allowed to be excited and hard and when I was allowed to cum which excited me more. After all the teasing I was squeezed hard into the cage and so excited leaving me frustrated and desperate but unable to do anything about it. As I got dressed for work I had to wait for my cock to go softer before I could go to work which took a while. The new cage felt more comfortable under my clothes but I was constantly aware of it being there and was always careful that it was not obvious to see under the clothes. Whilst I was at work I kept thinking of the teasing and how it pleased Mistress so much. I was feeling desperate and frustrated all day and had to be extremely careful not to get hard again which was humiliating.
I am now constantly aware of being in chastity and this makes it more frustrating and makes me feel more desperate to cum.
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