Panty Boy Is Teased & Denied

So Panty Boy recently completed another email assignment for Me. This time he opted for some tease & denial - boy was he teased and denied! Take a look!

OK. So I received my orders from Mistress Cristal and, boy, was I excited!  Think – the theme tune from Mission Impossible and the message says: ‘Ethan. Your mission, should you decide to accept it, is to spank yourself with a stick of wet rhubarb whilst wearing panties and whistling Yankee Doodle Dandy’. Which, frankly, would have made a darn sight better film than the last Mission Impossible, but I digress. Take it from me - I was looking forward to this.

In a nutshell, Mistress’s orders were to:

• Remain in chastity until further notice

• Spend 1 hour each day watching pornography – ensuring I "leak" into the glass.

• Spend 1 x 30 minute session, teasing my balls with the vibrator.

• Spend 1 x 15 minute session slowly and gently fingering my ass - using plenty of lube!

• Spend 1 x 30 minute session teasing the head of my cock with the vibrator.

• Spend 1 x 30 minute session rubbing around my anus with the vibrator - insertion not required.

• Spend 1 x 15 minute session watching porn & sniffing dirty panties.

• Spend 1 hour watching porn, sniffing dirty panties whilst teasing the head of my cock with the vibrator.

So, reading that, I was confident that I could perform, and enjoy, this task as I’ve basically been practicing for years. Except for the bum stuff – not really experimented that way but I’d give it a go for Mistress. The rest of this assignment didn’t seem too bad. But I think I thought that because: 

1. I hadn’t started and I forgot that when watching porn I want to have a wank. Which I’m not going to be able to do (I’m in chastity, remember)

And 

2. I’d just been the subject of a Twitter ‘retweet game’ (thank you Mistress) the result of which had tagged 12 more weeks of chastity onto my existing 19 day streak. Which is going to take me through until the end of March.  

With 12 weeks (or more if I don’t please Mistress) of chastity stretched out in front of me I think you will appreciate how that might dominate my thoughts. Well, perhaps you can; it probably helps if you’re a bloke.

I’ve got six active days to do this assignment and six tasks that I can split one per day plus a daily one hour porn watching session whilst milking the resultant pre-cum into a glass. Nice. I hope the Vicar doesn’t pop by.

It’s a good job I’d researched this task before taking it on as I’d never owned a vibrator before or even used one. So I'd purchased a Magic Wand type vibe in anticipation and it arrived a few days before this assignment started. The first time I used it was during this task. I wasn’t sure whether it’d work through the silicone chastity cage but OMG the vibrations passed through it fine.  Indeed with my balls tucked up by the ball separator on the back of the cage it was possible to use the vibe on the head of my cock but send the vibrations through my cock and balls. They were so strong I’d swear they passed up into my skull and made my brain rattle! This was torture and within minutes of starting watching, aptly, a video of a domme tricking a sub into a chastity cage I could feel my balls swell and tighten and soon my pre-cum was flowing. With a pair of my wife’s dirty panties on my head I could smell and taste her whilst watching the porn and having the vibe rattle my everything. Indeed I had to use the vibe in short bursts or I would have exploded. And this was after about 5 minutes!  I still had about another 55 minutes of this to endure.  No wonder they call these vibrators magic. 

I had to take a break before continuing with the day’s second hour watching some sub/domme porn and leaking into the glass. The natural reaction was to try to rub myself but the cage defeated me but I was still jacked from the earlier session so stayed semi-erect in the cage, my cock trapped with the cage exerting a pleasant, firm grip on my cock. My balls ached, hurt even during this session so it was a relief when this second hour came to an end.

The next day I tried using the vibrator on my balls for half an hour. This was not at all pleasant. I don’t know whether I was doing to wrong, whether this type of stimulation is not my thing or whether Mistress put this in as a sort of torture. But no matter how I tried this – and I tried different positions on my balls / the chastity cage. And different speeds. Varying the speed up and down. You name it I tried it. But the result was always the same: balls wobbling like a jelly on a hovercraft and me grimacing thinking ‘is this supposed to be uncomfortable?’ Well maybe it was. It certainly was for me and not something I’m likely to try again of my own free will. The same could be said of the fingering my ass and using the vibrator on my asshole. No joy. Both were like kissing your Granny – not something you want to repeat in a hurry. This convinced me that I was doing something wrong so I ordered a prostate vibrator that arrived just before the end of my assignment. Give it another go I thought, and I’d read up about the male G spot – or P spot if you will. Still no joy. Maybe my P spot is a foot up there because I may as well have been water skiing naked across Windermere for all the good this exercise did me. But I gave it a fair crack of the whip.

My final day of this assignment was spent with the usual milking into the glass – heaven and hell. And sniffing my wife’s panties whilst watching porn which was much the same. At the end I had collected what looks like a pathetic amount of pre-cum in the glass and it looked and smelt disgusting. Still, I had done my best and collected every day, this was just all I could produce :-[

I hope Mistress is satisfied with this, my latest assignment. I know I have enjoyed it, in a kinky, masochistic, way and I am already looking at Mistress’s slave tasks list wondering which to do next. If she’ll let me. Please Mistress?

And an extra thank you Mistress for the 11 weeks of chastity that I've still got left. I never saw that coming from a one week assignment....

Yours,

Panty Boy  xxx

Pain-sub's diary of frustration..

Pain sub has been keeping a detailed diary of his frustration over the last few days. I'm sure you'll agree that it is HIGHLY entertaining! But if he thinks he's frustrated now; he's going to hate the next few weeks...

After enduring having my cock and balls softened by a wooden spoon, stretched with some exercise with weights attached, sandpapered to make them tender, smothered in tiger balm to heat them up then rubbed with a handful of nettles they were very tender and itchy. I had to put them immediately into a chastity cage. My cock was very irritated and itchy but there was no way I could get to it to relieve it. I was in a lot of discomfort and could not do anything to help it. The chastity device has an unforgiving metal ring to go over and behind the testicles. It is hard to get on and with my balls being tender, heated and nettled it was harder to achieve.

 

The first night was very uncomfortable as I had to endure the cage stopping any access to scratching myself to help the itching. I had to get used to living with the cage on including going to the toilet and wearing it under clothes.

 

When I woke the first morning my cock was trying to get hard in the cage but it was restricted from getting fully hard which was very uncomfortable especially as it was very itchy too.

 

On the Saturday I asked Mistress if I may have permission to remove the cage and was informed that if I sent in a picture it would be considered. I sent the picture and was later informed that I had to keep the cage on and I had no choice in the matter and to ask could mean I had to keep it on longer. I later read Mistresses website and realised that she had posted the picture on the website. That made me feel more humiliated knowing that anyone can see my predicament and I could do nothing about it. The comments mentioned on the website about the cage being too big added to the humiliation knowing that people could see and laugh at my situation. It was also worrying thinking about the comment about perhaps being made to go swimming in a pair of tiny swimming trunks. The cage feels large, cumbersome and heavy under ordinary clothes so the thought of something small would mean the bulge of the cage would be so obvious which was frightening. 

 

When wearing the cage under my clothes it felt really heavy and I was forever conscious of it and felt that it was noticeable as it felt so big under the clothes. This added to the discomfort of not being able to get to the itching to relieve it.

 

On Tuesday when my new device arrived Mistress made me swap them. The new devise is a bit more comfortable in that there is not an unforgiving ring behind the testicles but it felt that there was less space inside the cage than the first one.

 

Having to watch porn whilst Mistress teased me merciless made the cock grow large inside the cage being squeezed by the rings. The teasing was merciless and when Mistress said how much it excited her it made me even more harder feeling really constricted inside the rings of the cage. Mistress made it obvious that she controlled when I was in chastity or out of it or when I was allowed to be excited and hard and when I was allowed to cum which excited me more. After all the teasing I was squeezed hard into the cage and so excited leaving me frustrated and desperate but unable to do anything about it. As I got dressed for work I had to wait for my cock to go softer before I could go to work which took a while. The new cage felt more comfortable under my clothes but I was constantly aware of it being there and was always careful that it was not obvious to see under the clothes. Whilst I was at work I kept thinking of the teasing and how it pleased Mistress so much. I was feeling desperate and frustrated all day and had to be extremely careful not to get hard again which was humiliating.

 

I am now constantly aware of being in chastity and this makes it more frustrating and makes me feel more desperate to cum.

 

 

You say I'm cruel like it's a bad thing...

Today I received a very piteous email from pain-sub...

"Mistress I hope it is okay to email you. I wanted to let you know that the chastity device is giving discomfort as I cannot get to my cock, which is very itchy after the nettles yesterday. Please may I ask if I may have permission to remove it please Mistress?"

Perfect! This is exactly the reaction I wanted and exactly the reason why I insisted he went straight into chastity after yesterday's cock torture session. I want him to be in discomfort. I want to imagine him squirming not only in frustration; but also from the sheer fact that he cannot scratch that itch. I want him to be in so much discomfort that he doesn't know what to do with himself.

I also fail to see how he can consider that he has any say in the matter when it comes to chastity. After all; what would be the point in locking away his little cock; if I'm going to allow him to be unlocked at the drop of a hat?

I did lull him into a false sense of security; telling him that if he sent Me a picture of himself in chastity, I would consider his request. I already knew what the answer was going to be, of course. But it was fun to tweet out his little picture along with his pathetic request. Two things were pointed out in response to said tweeted picture. First; it might look like the cock cage is a little big for him. Room for him to grow perhaps? No, he's not really a grower. There really is no danger of him "filling" it.

Second; and most importantly - his whining only serves to add more days and in fact weeks to his length of time in chastity. Like I've said; I LIKE the fact that he's in discomfort. I find it highly amusing and entertaining. I like to imagine that he's out in public; trying in vain to scratch his locked and itchy cock. Why people will be thinking he's got crabs! That adds a little something else to his suffering and adds to My amusement!

Of course I could be REALLY cruel. I could always instruct him to go swimming - dressed in his cock cage and a pair of tiny swimming trunks....

Pain-subs suffering...

Ah, there's nothing like a very harsh CBT session on a Friday afternoon! And that's just what I enjoyed with pain-sub today. Not only has he been crawling the walls in frustration; but he's now had his pain threshold pushed even further with some very heavy treatment!

Today his cock and balls were spanked, stretched, tiger-balmed, squeezed, sand-papered and finally nettled. The nettle torture was exquisite. Rather than him tentatively brushing his balls with the nettles; today he was made to grab a nice big handful and rub the nettles all over his cock and balls. Oh those painful little bumps looked lovely! He was in so much pain; he was physically shaking from it, much to My delight!

I did let him cum today. Well he has been in a permanent state of arousal since last Friday. And I have been spending the week teasing him while he collects his pre-cum in a brandy glass. He produced that today. It was of an interesting consistency. It had become watery where it had separated - looked rather like very sour milk actually. I can imagine it tasted no better. Even so; he was made to add to the contents and masturbated until he came into the glass - and he drank the entire contents. His face was screwed up in revulsion at this task; but he understands that he has no choice but to do exactly as he's told.

His chastity device arrived today and after the session; he was immediately locked into it. I want to add an edge to his constant teasing. How terrible it will be for him to be teased until he goes crazy, but not be allowed to get hard. He'll be doing more than climbing the walls by the time I've finished with him!

The chastity device he has is fully metal, and he does struggle somewhat to put it on and take it off. He has seen another one which is metal with leather straps. As tempting as it is to see him in discomfort; I plan for him to be in chastity for a long while - so I don't want him to risk injury. He's ordered the leather one - while he remains in the metal one until it's arrival.

At the end of the session; he did send Me a lovely little email:

"Mistress. As instructed I have put the chastity device back on and attach a picture. It added to the discomfort getting the ring over my stung balls and i can feel my cock itching inside it but can not touch it. I can still taste the week of precum and cum from the glass Mistress."

Oh, I'm going to have so much fun with this boy!