Don't believe I'm really that sadistic? I think chastity sub would whole-heartedly disagree with you! Here's a picture of his balls after today's torturous CBT session. The yellow stuff is strong English mustard - burning hot enough to make his eyes water. This is AFTER some torture with sand paper; the pin wheel, hot wax and of course a good whipping from a leather belt. It's also after he wore toothed clamps to his balls for 20 minutes.
By the time I'd finished with him; he was not only shaking in agony; he was also crying. Yes his eyes were squirting despite the fact that his cock still isn't allowed to squirt - not until at least May anyway.
So in to answer those who wonder just how sadistic I am - take a long hard look at this picture. It could be you if you play your cards right!